a text message

You make my heart scream, and my kisses whisper.
I love every inch of you
and want you forever

...
sent: 11:53p mon jan05

ice cold

Determined to love
i will not be stopped

Their cold hands and blank stares speak nothing but lies.
I wish to be far from the place where they lay to rest.

My focus is blurred by their actions.
Slowed down by the bricks they throw in my path.

Tears stream from this stress.
The back aches and the head screams.

Can you not understand?
This dream i have, is what shadows me day and night.

I fear they will win...

Lord, i am ready to follow wherever you lead.
Do not let the deceitful slow me down...

a griping fear

I don't want to be here any more
I don't want to be here any more
I don't want to be here any more

balance

I want to feel the warmth of your breath again

it seems to linger still...

Your heart beat for me once

is it slowing to a stop? thump thump thu...

I struggle to stay a float in the sea of your voice

i don't want to drown...

Fresh Start

I hope you all have had a wonderful new year so far!

The beginning of every new year is a fresh start. It's full of wishes, resolutions, dreams and hope. A time when you get excited about what the year will hold.

So make the best of it, don't let fear hold you back from the starting line. Don't let the past interfere with what God has in store for you.

There is so much out there, waiting, roads that have never been traveled and people who have never been loved.

I pray that you all find your stand in the Lord and what He has planned for you. Live today and go forward.

I know that I'm dreaming something big, and I believe my God with make it happen. I wish peace and joy in what you do, and that you show the love of Christ in all that you do.

This is my new year resolution.

A whisper

Am I crazy?
To fall so quickly, to wish so soon.

Dare I?
I think I already have...

I'm scared,
did you know that?

I love your finger tips,
but you know that.

You are just so lovely.
Did that make you smile?

Don't forget,
you've got my heart...

thump tump

Where our fingers touched

I have been made queen, resting on his chest.
I was spoiled, with every touch.

I miss you.

I will miss this...when you're gone.

I miss you.

2009

When time stands still,
your hands move steady.

I don't want this year with out you.